I Felt a Funeral, in My Brain by Will Walton

I Felt a Funeral, in My Brain

How do you deal with a hole in your life?Do you grieve?Do you drink?Do you make out with your best friend?Do you turn to poets and pop songs?Do you question everything?Do you lash out?Do you turn the lashing inward?If you're Avery, you do all of these things. And you write it all down in an attempt to understand what's happened -- and is happening -- to you.I Felt a Funeral, In My Brain is an astonishing novel about navigating death and navigatin...

Details I Felt a Funeral, in My Brain

TitleI Felt a Funeral, in My Brain
Release DateMay 29th, 2018
GenrePoetry, Young Adult, Lgbt, Contemporary, Fiction

Reviews I Felt a Funeral, in My Brain

  • Elizabeth Willis
    Not a poem, not a novel, I Felt a Funeral, in My Brain is a story in fragments. Our teenage protagonist, Avery, is attempting to piece it all together: a friendship that is becoming something more, a mother who fails him, and overwhelming, incomprehensible grief following the death of a loved one. Walton masterfully captures here the ways in which grief shatters one's narrative, the ways in which its sharp knives jab at unexpected moments.As Aver...
  • Jessica
    This is the weirdest, most heart-rending thing I've read in a long time. A mix of novel-in-verse and stream-of-consciousness, it had no narrative structure and bounced from present to past with no warning other than verb tenses. And yet it was a beautiful meditation on heartbreak, grief, love, addiction, family. This is definitely not for everyone, but it's highly recommended for the adventurous reader.
  • JV
    A novel in verse and prose form, I Felt a Funeral, in My Brain is a unique work by Walton. Shattered by the death of his grandpa, Avery suddenly becomes isolated from the people he loves the most. Told in fragments, Avery reassembles pieces of his life and faces the harsh reality of dealing with his grandfather's loss, mom's addiction, and his sexuality. It's funny and heartbreaking but oftentimes confusing due to its fragmented narrative (which ...
  • Hannah
    It's not often I read a book in one sitting, but this one grabbed me and wouldn't let go. Avery's world, shattered by betrayal and grief and reassembled with the help of a passel of poets will reel you in, rock you gently back and forth, and release you into the world, transformed.
  • Barbette
    Walton is the poetry teacher I never had. He makes me want to eat up Sexton, Berryman, a host of other writers with a spoon. I left "I Felt a Funeral, in My Brain" wanting to read other books, and then this one again.I lapped Walton’s words up, because there was a funeral in my brain, too. I inhaled his meditations and observations on how alcohol wrecks a family and leaves no one untouched. I felt hurt, but I also felt young and new and an empa...
  • Tyler Goodson
    On the first day of summer, Avery brings home a stack of poetry. Later that summer, as he tries to navigate crushing loss and disappointment, he turns to that poetry again and again; the reading and writing of it. This book is Avery's bold and thrilling record of his heartbreak, love, grief, and family. It's about creating art through pain, and dealing with pain through art. It blew me away.
  • Rachel Watkins
    Being a human being is terribly hard. Those stuck between childhood and adulthood can be the most vulnerable, dealing with grown-up issues without the necessary emotional tools. In I FELT A FUNERAL, IN MY BRAIN, Will Walton shares Avery's story in a format that is totally original and a beautiful representation of teenager's inner emotional life. This book is a poem, a eulogy, and also a work of short fiction that you will never forget. Walton to...
  • Andria
    Not for the casual reader, this book asks a bit of its audience as the narrative unfolds in a non-linear manner, mixing past and present, poetry and prose. But worth the effort of a careful read, it's a hard-hitting exploration of love, loss, and the power of the written word.
  • Janet
    How in the world do I review this book? It's a love poem; it's a eulogy; it's poetry; it's prose; it's uplifting; it's heart-cracking. I'm one of the luckiest people in the world to know Will Walton personally, and it's such rare and wonderful magic to read a book that so beautifully reflects the author's empathy and authenticity. Will Walton is all heart, and so is this book. You should add this to your to-read list right now.
  • jaroda
    One of my most anticipated releases of 2018, I FELT A FUNERAL, IN MY BRAIN is novel that reads like a poem. Avery is lost, trying to make sense of everything going on in his life. Inspired by the poems he reads, he decides to write his way through it all. Covering topics such as addiction, death and sexuality, Will Walton has woven a unique storytelling experience that is both brutally honest and honestly beautiful. I could not recommend this one...
  • Caroline
    This book destroyed me. At first, I wanted to “figure it out,” but I quickly gave up and simply gave myself over to it’s beautiful strangeness. So many bits and parts just broke my heart. I couldn’t put it down.
  • april.
    I don't even know why, but I loved this weird little dark book.
  • Neil (or bleed)
    Quite difficult to read because of the fragmented narrative but it still has the punch anyway.
  • Jacqueline
    This was not for me. So many glowing reviews, but it was a total miss for me. I felt very similarly when reading "Grief is the Thing with Feathers." I really wanted to like that one, as well...but just too weird for me.
  • Casey Hannan
    You've got to be in for the ride, and I was. This is a book that changes forms as you read it but never to trick or confuse you. It makes both intellectual and emotional sense by reflecting the ways we actually think and feel about our families, friends, lovers, idols, and selves.
  • JoBeth
    Brilliantly crafted genre-bending glimpse into the poetic heart and soul of wise, naive, trusting, cautious adolescent Avery in a family blessed with love and bedeviled by alcoholism.
  • Alex Reubert
    If you love poetry, or pop music, or if someone you love has passed away, this book will mean a lot to you. I haven't read anything like it. I thought it was amazing.
  • Katie
    Very uniquely formatted book -- it's almost a novel in verse, but not quite... deals with themes of loss and grief and is told non-linearly. Protagonist Avery deals with his family's predilection for alcoholism and tries to cope with the loss of a family member and his feelings for his something-more-than-a-best-friend. I enjoyed it and looked up some poems from quite a few of the poets Walton mentioned. I read the whole thing quite quickly -- th...
  • Gina
    This! Book! Because it's Will Walton writing, everything is tender and full of love, but also pain and questions and grappling with memories. I was struck by how different the prose style is here from his previous book, echoing the book's poetic concerns– it's not that it's more abstract, but rather both tighter and blurrier at the same time. It's a strange and loving text, all raw meat heart. I love it so much.
  • Taylor Lear
    Just as perfect, if not more so, than his debut. Will Walton’s writing is the type that you could read for six hours straight on accident. It draws you in and breaks your heart in a way that makes you want to thank it. Thank you, Will, for another stunning novel.
  • Therese
    I am shattering. I am thinkingWe all tote around a rot, a sorrow- In our bodies, like a Puberty. When do I get mine, if I haven't- And I hope (how did you get yours) That I have? What I am saying is-like in Peter Pan-The issue is not (really) growing up too soon. 4.5 stars. Beautiful. This book is beautiful. I'll admit, I was very weary of picking it up at first. I got it in a bookstore on my birthday (thanks, mom) because I remembered seeing go...
  • Rehan Abd Jamil
    Two feet on the floor. To be present, be.
  • Matthew Hidalgo
    This book brilliantly illustrates the difficulty of grief and the conflicting emotions associated with one's family and friends. The book is poetic and feels more like a grieving memoir than a fiction. The structure of the book adds to the weight of Avery's mind as some pages have as few as 3 words interspersed beautifully on the page. The story begins by quickly addressing that Avery has lost his grandfather, nicknamed Pal. The how is something ...
  • megan
    this is hard to rate but i'm going 3- keep it in the middle. what an odd book. i both loved and hated it i don't know how to describe this
  • Michael
    I was checking out at the library when the librarian showed me the cover of this book and the title caught my attention. It's a title that demands to be read. The beauty of Walton's book is that it doesn't follow the rules of standard fiction. It's doesn't have a middle, a beginning, or an end, but that's what makes it so good. It proves that if a novel is well written, it doesn't have to follow the rules. Problem is that for a lot of people this...
  • Ghostly Writer
    Before I read this, I was really anticipating how the characters involved would be portrayed. I felt as though the characters were one-dimensional, and I didn't enjoy the writing style that Walton uses in his writing.
  • Erin H
    Such a particular and nuanced weaving for such a short read. Avery Fowell begins summer with a car accident, a cast on his leg, and his mother going to rehab--even though he isn't sure she was drunk at the time of the car crash. Meanwhile he is discovering poets, a potential relationship with his best friend and the secret vices that seem to be inherent in his family. Told over the course of the summer Avery grapples with a lot, while also being ...
  • Jayni
    I’ve never really read a book like this before.what I got from it is that even in your darkest times and when you think your world is just shattering apart, you’re never ever truly alone and it would do wonders to remember that (which I think is really true and important so I really liked that). it’s just that the formatting and the timeline was really unique and jumpy and left me a bit confused when I tried to sort through the events in my...
  • Paige Green
    Disclaimer: I received this book for free from KidLitExchange and Push. Thanks! All opinions are my own.Rating: 4/5Genre: YA Contemporary PoetryRecommended Age: 16+ (homophobia, alcoholism, drug usage, casual sex)Pages: 304Author WebsiteAmazon LinkSynopsis: How do you deal with a hole in your life?Do you grieve?Do you drink?Do you make out with your best friend?Do you turn to poets and pop songs?Do you question everything?Do you lash out?Do you t...
  • Cindy Dobrez
    Walton has written one of the most original YA novels I've read in awhile. I felt off-kilter while reading it, due to the structure, but that served the story well. Some teens will struggle with the stream of conscious jumps in the narrative but for the right reader at the right time, this will become a clutched-to-the-chest treasure. Obsession with poetry, music, and playlists, combined with struggles of family alcoholism, grieving, and his own ...